I am floundering. Highs and lows, back and forth. No direction. No shore no matter which way I look.
Which step do I take? Which do I forsake?
the drugs are supposed to be helping with this, but i hate taking drugs. I just don’t want to do anything anymore. I don’t want to work. I don’t want to be out of my house. I don’t want to not work or stay home. I just don’t want to do or BE anything lately.
I’m totally fucked aren’t i?
I was so happy earlier.
now I’m swimming in a cess pool of emotional discontent.
someone just hold me.
