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A wonderful night!

O. M. G.

Tonight was so awesome! I should be going to bed, but I have to gush about it before I forget!

From the beginning…..

N called. He said he was going to take me out tonight, and that my roomie could go too. So, after talking about it with “The Boss” me and V both got ready. N said he was going to take us to Rodeos bar because they were supposed to have live bands that played on the weekends. That seemed like a really good plan, and both V and I were totally up for it.

When we got to Rodeos, we discovered it was WYATT who was playing. They are a rock/country group of guys from Saskatoon. Not only are they really really hot, but they are sweet, funny, and boy can they sing!


This is Wyatt

We got there after the first set was already finished… but we got to do some dancing to the DJ’s mix, and V and I danced up a storm while waiting for Wyatt to come back on. And boy did they come back on!

Wyatt put on an amazing show. They sang songs of their own, cover songs, country, rock, old and new. They were always smiling, and willing to engage with the audience. I had a blast dancing in front of the stage to every song they played.

After their second set, V and I went to purchase some merchandise and get some autographs. After all.. they are all hot, and we were very impressed with them. unfortunately they are all married/taken, but that didn’t stop us from telling them how awesome they were! V and I both got a CD that they all autographed, and signed with a personalized message… and I also got a T-shirt I got them all to sign. It is pink (so that the signature shows up), and I doubt that it will fit me… (they only had a large, and it doesn’t look like it will fit one boob, let alone my fat).  So I figure I will make it into a pillow. When I told them this Scott Patrick – Electric Guitar, lead vocals – informed me that he thought it was awesome that I would be taking them to bed with me every night. Heh.. funny guy.

So after that was done.. they played their last set, and it was good.. there was lots of smiles and laughter. Good times.

Other funny things that happened:

1) While waiting to get my shirt/CD signed.. I had my hand/arm behind my back. A big burly teddy bear of a biker (leather vest, jeans, motorcycle boots, bald head, white beard) came up and grabbed my hand, and threaded his fingers through mine. He told me he saw my hand just sitting out there and thought he would give it a squeeze. I replied with “Thank you Sir, I appreciate the kind thought” and then sorta pulled my hand away. 😛

2) While dancing by myself since V was in the bathroom, an older lady (40’s/50’s) came up to me and motioned for me to dance with her and the guy she was with… I complied for a second… then turned back to dancing by myself.. she walks up to me and yanks my shirt up to my chin, informing me that my boobs were showing and it wasn’t appropriate. *rolls eyes* I just pulled it back down again.

3) There was a girl there who was celebrating her 19th birthday. So, after the show, they tried to get the guys to take their clothes off. They didn’t succeed, but we did get to see some sexy black and grey striped underwear! WHOOT WHOOT!

After we went to Denny’s and then home.

Over all..a great night…a great time… a great band. If you can… give them a listen! You won’t regret it!


Hello world! (Updated)

This is my rant space. If you don’t want to hear a rant, thought, emotional outburst, or pathetic cryings of a twue gwirl .. then dont read… 😛


UPDATE : I am going to try and be more positive and happy. Or at least password the posts that are ranty or something. I’m not sure. Maybe not. Opinions?

Grocery List Generator

I have been told I need to start preparing a grocery list. So I went online and found a site that does it for me. It give a list of possible things that would be needed under each setting, and then you can click the little box beside the item. Once you are done, you click “format” and it will bring up another page with only the items you clicked in nice, neat, organized rows.

Now.. if it could only do a budget of what things could cost, we would be in business!

The link is here:


I have since posting the last post – decided that I am going to declare today – SELF PITY DAY.

I do NOT plan on doing anything. I plan on wallowing


strong 1. To roll the body about indolently or clumsily in or as if in water, snow, or mud.
2. To luxuriate; revel: wallow in self-righteousness.
3. To be plentifully supplied: wallowing in money.
4. To move with difficulty in a clumsy or rolling manner; flounder: “The car wallowed back through the slush, with ribbons of bright water trickling down the windshield from the roof” (Anne Tyler).
5. To swell or surge forth; billow.

1. The act or an instance of wallowing.

a. A pool of water or mud where animals go to wallow.
b. The depression, pool, or pit produced by wallowing animals.
3. A condition of degradation or baseness.

[Middle English walowen, from Old English wealwian; see wel-2 in Indo-European roots.]

wallow·er n.


Wallowing in my frustration, wallowing in my cold feet-ed-ness, wallowing in the no coffee department. I even plan on wallowing in my unwashed filth. (ok.. maybe not THAT one – since I am already washed – and since that is gross). I may not even EAT today. I may just crawl back underneath the covers and hide from the entire world.

This could be a solution to the entire mess.


Today – Bank Rant – Money – COFFEE

woke up frustrated and everything kept making it worse…

Apparently I am “always like this” when the bf goes out-of-town ( if I am it is not a conscious decision who choses to be angry/frustrated?). But everything is bugging me. EVERYTHING, weather, clothes, cat …. here is a list of why I am frustrated.

1)It’s not sunny enough outside today. There has been too much rain lately and it makes me depressed.

2) The sun that IS there, is shinning on my computer screen, even with my blinds closed and making it hard for me to see shit.

3) Toast is annoying – she just keeps… being Toast. 😛

4) My pants are sitting funny, they feel weird on my leg.

5) My feet are cold – even with socks and slippers on.

6) I only have 40$ to my name and the bf doesn’t seem too upset – He  is out-of-town so I can’t get stuff I needed to buy this weekend bought – and since I forgot to make a list yesterday when he was here and we went shopping, im SOL.

7) I still haven’t been able to move my couch or lazy boy downstairs. I haven’t had anyone available to help move stuff. The bf has been working lots, and I cannot do it myself as it’s just awkward and there are too many stairs.

8) I cannot finish unpacking the garage until things like the couch and shit get moved and set up. Plus, I need some finishing nails/hammer/screws to steady the bookshelf before I put elephants on it. I forgot to grab some when the bf was here last, and only remembered once he was home again.

9) *edited for personal reasons.*

10)I didn’t get to see the bf before he left this morning. He had to leave earlier then either of us expected, and yes, I probably would have complained if I had been woken up at quarter-after-the-ass-crack-of-dawn to go down the street to get a bagel. THOUGH I might have liked a phone call. I really don’t know what my mindset would have been.

11) I need to cry. That harsh snot filled, chest heaving, stress relieving crying.

As for the money thing – I just can’t get over the idea that me only have $40 – as in not knowing where the extra 300 went!!!! – doesnt bug him and “isn’t something to get stressed over”.

*grumbles and growls*
I do bank online. So technically I would, at any other time be able to check my banking history, and probably not feel so stressed out. BUT…. see.. here is the BIG piss off/frustration:

My bank –(insert bank name here) — will not cash my work cheque without a 10 day hold on it. They tell me my limit is at 0$ and it will be a full year before they will be able to release my full cheque, as I will have to go in, every 4 months for evaluations. Apparently there is not enough activity in my account, as I only get paid once a month by the “job” – and the “job” does not do direct deposit, (With only 12 staff it doesn’t make sense for them, or something like that).

Therefore I have been going to the credit union where the cheque is from – getting them to cash it so that I can go deposit it in my bank. The credit union takes a percentage for cashing it… then I have to bus my way across town with a thousand dollars in cash in my purse to deposit it in my bank – AT a teller.  Of course being that I only get paid second last working day of the month – there is always a lineup as its usually welfare/old age pension/ei or whatever day.

My issue is that they never had a problem with my cheques when I worked on the rigs; even for the tiny companies, and those cheques were a lot more than just a measly (amount here). I don’t want to have to change banks, or open another account at a different bank just to deposit a cheque. Plus im trying to build a rapport with the bank anyways, in case one day in the future I want a loan, or a mortgage or something.

Back to the reason why I am short – this last time – it was a good 2 days before i could get to a bank because  they were closed at the nearest bank. The bf wasnt available to drive me, but told me that I shouldn’t go all the way across town on the bus, with my wallet full of cash. When I did get to the bank to deposit the money, there was 300$ less than what I started with. I have no idea what happened to the rest, I guess it got spent on something. (Wouldn’t it be nice if a person could have like a $1000 buffer in their bank account as a default? All persons got this amount when signing up at a bank?).

If I had deposited it right away I wouldn’t have had the tracking problem – I probably would at lest be less stressed about where the money went, hence the frustration of not getting to the bank right away.

And i am craving coffee. PLUS there is none here. I don’t even have a coffee maker right now.

Coffee is a food group.
unfortunately the bf doesn’t see it that way. He keeps telling me I need to cut back on the amount I drink. I personally think I am doing way better than when I first started drinking coffee. I am only drinking a few cups a day, not a few pots. There is a Starbucks and  a Timmies about a 15 min walk away…
But that costs money.

And I am grumpy.grrr.

Coffee is what stops me from murdering people who annoy  me. ( I don’t think I would latterly murder someone? But it does keep the grumpy down. 🙂 )

anyways that is all for now. I guess I shall get some clothes on or something. Or maybe go get a coffee.. or just go back to bed? BAH!


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